Obsession

Further dream therapy

The worst thing about being ill is when you don't know that you are infact ill. The signs were all there and I was listening to friends who were suffering similarly, about their obsessive behaviours over objects, routines and people.

It is only looking back I realise that really, I was quite ill. And hello to my mum, if you're reading this. Its nothing to worry about now, its all under control!

And so, whilst being 'fine' now, I still get the dreams reminding myself of what I wanted at the time, what I obsessed over. And when I wake up I can't 'tell what has and hasn't happened. Some of you may remember the headshot piece I did a while back, that was dream therapy too. And unbelievably, I haven't dreamt about being shot in the head since. Crazy.

Please, leave my dreams, as I know I never meant anything to you and you no longer occupy my conscious mind.


_{They say unrequited feelings hurt the most, but if they aren't real why do they hurt so much?}